If you think that now I'm sleeping or Watching TV or even pretending nothing has happened.Then you are wrong..Watching TV and Listening to music has worsen my mood...I'm now not in the state of mind in studying. I just stared blankly and a lot of things ran down my mind.....
I know it's my fault for not telling you my awful and ugly past... Because I'm trying to forget the past and start afresh with you....I do not care what others think of me..Saying me 'Simple' and 'Sucks to the core'..I simply do not care because they got the mouth and rights to comment...My past is painful yet tormenting but I know that I'm able to brave all storms and difficulties. There are many others that are more unfortunate than me, I should count myself very lucky...I was hurt time and time again...But I can't blame her because there is no right or wrong in Love. There are only Give and Take. I could only wished her all the best...I know at that time I should not pass her the box, I should have just let it to rot...That is why it caused the misunderstandings...
These past few years....I witnessed my brother's mistake...How my ah ma fell down badly and had to be in wheelchair...The loss of my auntie...I really began to treasure everyone around me and regretted my rudeness and past doings to my Ah Ma..PaPa..Mummy...Uncles...Kor Kor and Jie Jie...I love my family members,every single of them...
Right from the start, I was in 2 minds but I chose to loves someone who really deserved to be love. I agreed that for the first few months, our relationship were not strong enough. But we managed to brave through all storms and difficulties. And now we are approaching our 6th month....
Still Remember....I proposed to you in a unique way..Jay Chou's Postcards and that deck of Poker Cards...U r the Queen of my Heart..
...I hold your hands while I walked you home...My heart was at 80 km/hr..No Joke..
...I kissed your cheek at your hse lift...Your Shocked expression...
...We celebrated our 1st month....
...Our 1st Mouth-to-Mouth...
...Our chit chat at the Esplanade and Roft-top...
...Registering our 1st Basic Theory Test...
...We watched VCDS...
...Played pool to improve ourselves...
...Our 1st sex talk...
...Our Johor Trips...
...My Visit to see mummy and promising her that I'll take gd care of you and love you faithfully...
...Our small quarrels...
...You went to my niece's bdae and seen my family members..
...Our planning of our future....Gal Gal and Boy Boy...
...Telling you about my NS medical checkups experience...
...Our 12 movies so far and still counting...
...I went with you to buy your secret intimate item...
...We told each other our desired xmas wish gift items...
...Our meeting every fridays for dinner....
...There are simply many, many, many memories and I wish to continue with you and fulfil our dreams and wishes..I truly loves you my dearest baobei...
All those tiring trips fetching and sending you home through and fro..It's totally worth it because I can guarantee your safety...I hope you are able to forgive me...and walk this long journey with me..
Signing off Sincerely from nw...
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