I was wondering why one has to think thrice before proceeding to their desired path, why could'nt he/she just go to his/her desired path? Maybe I belonged to the category of jumping in straight without thinking of the consequences, as a result which led to my current state. When your thoughts came alive in your dream, you are living in your past. Once you woke up, you hope for another re-dream which is never to happen again.
Perhaps once in a million time, you will get it back but so what? Is that what you want or you are spending your time regretting?